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Burn money at?
It’s time.
to save money so I can do better things with it.
Like travelling
Bemani sian
Suddenly.
Quite sian.
Wun stop DDR thou, it help me maintain my weight.
sms bill $56+ -.-”
When should I go down dbg? tsk
money money money
Simple post
Easy and direct.
Owe people money, return people money, 天经地义.
Those who still owe people money, zi dong.
Don’t give lj excuse boh lui, got money touch bemani = got lui.
As simple as that, dun understand? brain stuck lj issit?
Lee Yan Wei
Lee Yan Wei, sucha not cool name.
I thought of it, hey, I need an English name!
So I see that guy whom I think so shuai in my sch and so I copy him.
Jonathan Lee Yan Wei, woooooot.
Years later, Jonathan was killed, killed by the one who is carved on his arm.
Edeson is being brought to life by somebody, whom died not long after that.
Thus Edeson decided to bear that name forever.
Thinking of it, it seems that Edeson shldnt be my name. I totally disgrace that name, failed to honour it and broke all the promises under the oath.
Edeson always break promise, always. I had try to not break anymore, but it seems that I’m always breaking it.
Fuck.
…
Being crazy at late night/early morning again.
Fuck, I should go sleep now, before I get into state of emo shyt.
Im the worst. Sorry.
Me, I, myself
Thinking about myself.
Im just someone who play game and play game and play game.
Nth else.
What is my purpose in life?
When did I lost my purpose?
I once had a purpose in life, she ruined it, ruined it badly, very very badly.
Tough shit.
Human can be so fragile and strong. Wth is exactly human.
When I thought I found my another purpose in life, she have to go against me.
Next when I think I can get a new life, she…
Wait.
See, justify my wrong doings again.
I’m always blamnig others.
Get the fact right, it’s always you who are in fault, you are the worst.
-Sadness-
When I say sadness.
It means that im really really really sad about it.
That word came from somebody whom I owe a lot to but yet I don’t think I have the face to face him ever again.
Sadness.
Justification
It really sucks to the extreme
when you are in wrong yet you don’t see it yourself until its over.
I used to do those stupid shyts and yet still think I’m right.
Time past, I rethink back, eh, its so farking obvious that Im in wrong, why I don’t realise it in the past?
Years gone, I’m still donig stupid shits and yet think I’m right, only when its past then I realise im ni da wrong
What da fuck, why so hard to be a human. Why im so so so stupid.
Sadness.
What a line.
When people discover a fragment of thier soul in another, they learn love.
What a line.
me no gay
I LOVE KENNETH!!! 
Gays
Gays are in this world
becuase woman are soooooooooo @#%@%^!#$(%^@
YEAH!!
HOORAY TO GUYS!! BOO TO GIRLS!!!
and.
YOU, CCB I DUNWAN SEE UR FACE, U SIAM FAR FAR I HATE UR LJ FACEEEEE U HAVE SMALL DICKKKK!!!!!!
AND YOU!!! SO SMELLY, SIAM LAAAAA
AND YOU!!! SIAM LA WTF ANNOYING
and you, :/ sigh.
SERIOUSLY
SERIOUSLY
Which idiot in the world
will cut himself
with an ELECTRONIC SHAVER.
WTF LAAAAAA.
Damn it Im horrible
Ton ton ton
See this leo.
bth.
and what’s with almost all gina having gans.
is singapore that dry.
Chiong ah
wa heck, going out.
The most get contaminated den amputate my arm nia.
Den can down pes woohoo
A short story
Not long time ago.
Edeson got bored.
He want go V5.
He go bath.
He see his bakkwa on knee and elbow.
He thought he hero and he peel them.
Now he chao ah gua at home.
WA KNN DAMN PAIN LA CB WTFFFFFF
AND WHY IS THERE A FRAEKING HOLE ON MY ELBOW, WHHAATTT DDAAA FFFFUUUUCCCCKKK
Sad.
A mother is carrying her child on her hand. She got really careless and dropped her baby. After realising what grave shit she had done, she tried to carry back the baby back in her arm. The baby got too devastated and sad and reject the mother. Mother sad. Baby sad.
What a sad world.
What shld the mother do?
What shld the baby do?
What a sad sad world.
First lovee
First love.
The most memoriable but yet saddening but yet sweet but yet stupid love.
I wish to find back that feeling.
The feeling of willing to do anyshyt for her, be it gd or bad to myself, even at the cost of changing myself completely for her.
The spirit of dying for her.
The urge to be beside her every 24/7.
That most simplistic feeling is lost, gradually after every new r/s.
How to regain that feeling? Hmmm….
Damn sad that I wun change myself for the other party already, not like in muh first love. Wa sad.
PS. WTF 12.44, DRAFT SAVED AT 4:44:27am. SMLJ.
*Edit* That twelve thousand years love is also nice leh, can find anot?
Olympic
youtube is gay.
I WANT TO WATCH THE OPENING CEREMONY LA WALAO.
GAAAAA.
scare da freak outta me
Ytd after kushinbo I became 58
Today after eating breakfast I go back tio 56
WA HENG AH
Sousei No Aquarion
世界の始まりの日 生命(いのち)の樹の下で
くじらたちの声の遠い残響 二人で聞いた
失くしたものすべて 愛したものすべて
この手に抱きしめて 現在(いま)は何処(どこ)を彷徨(さまよ)い行くの
答えの潜む琥珀の太陽
出会わなければ 殺戮の天使でいられた
不死なる瞬き持つ魂
傷つかないで 僕の羽根
この気持ち知るため生まれてきた
※一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年あとも愛してる
君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない※
世界が終わる前に 生命(いのち)が終わる前に
眠る嘆きほどいて 君の薫り抱きしめたいよ
耳すませた海神(わだつみ)の記憶
失意にのまれ立ち尽くす麗しき月
よみがえれ 永遠(とわ)に涸れぬ光
汚されないで 君の夢
祈り宿しながら生まれてきた
(※くり返し)
君がくり返し大人になって
何度も何度も遠くへ行って
見守る僕が眠れない僕がくしゃくしゃになったとしても
君の名を歌うために…
一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年あとも愛してる
君を知ったその日から
一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年たっても愛してる
君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない
On the day the world began Under the tree of life
The two of us heard The faraway echoes of the whales’ voices
All the things I lost All the things I loved
Embracing them in this hand Where will I wander to now?
The amber sun in which the answer lurks
If we hadn’t met I would have remained an angel of massacre
A soul that holds the sparkle of immortality
Don’t hurt My wings
I was born to know this feeling
I’ve loved you since ten thousand and two thousand years ago
I grew to love you more in the days when eight thousand years have passed
I’ll still love you after one hundred million and two thousand years
From that day I knew you, music won’t cease in this hell of mine
Before the world ends Before life ends
I want to undo this sleeping grief And embrace your scent
Memories of the sea god, which I carefully listened to
The beautiful moon, swallowed by despair and standing still
Arise Light that dried up in eternity
Don’t get soiled Your dreams
I was born while dwelling in a prayer
I’ve loved you since ten thousand and two thousand years ago
I grew to love you more in the days when eight thousand years have passed
I’ll still love you after one hundred million and two thousand years
From that day I knew you, music won’t cease in this hell of mine
You grow up repeatedly and
Go into the distance over and over again
Watching over you, unable to sleep, even though I became disheveled
For the sake of singing your name…
I’ve loved you since ten thousand and two thousand years ago
I grew to love you more in the days when eight thousand years have passed
I’ll still love you after one hundred million and two thousand years
From that day I knew you
I’ve loved you since ten thousand and two thousand years ago
I grew to love you more in the days when eight thousand years passed
I’ll still love you even if one hundred million and two thousand years pass
From that day I knew you, music won’t cease in this hell of mine
So nice right. Yes, it’s v nice.
