Old people.

I really wonder why and how

the old people aren’t dead yet

how they manage to live so long, enduring all those harsh shyt in life.

why they haven’t take the step killing themselves.

I think I wun’t live to an old age, for i will have killed myself long before that, if I can muster up the courage.

I think I know how those people feel, those who attempt suicide and is sucessful in doing so.

I think they are far more desperate than me and brave enough to step out from this place.
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Reason.

I think that is the keyword in maknig yourself living in this world.

Simple enough, those who have thier love ones will toughen themselves so they wun have the thought of leaving this world easily.

Some manage to live on because they have something to do, smoething to archieve, doesn’t want to sadden thier love ones, afraid to.

But those without a reason to live on, will be in a neutral stand. They can choose to die or to live.

So what if they have a reason to die. This world is sad enuff so one can have plenty amt of reason to die.

So if one is without a purpose, a aim, a reason to live on in life and he/she have a reason to die, he/she will die!

I think so.

Hope the nonsense above doesn’t make anyone emo-er than me die or smthing, I dunwan to be hated by the society.

Reason. So now I have to find a reason to live. What, tatsujin? no way. I will fnid a good reason to, I will…no…I must, or else I will get myself into Woodbridge, then it will be 生不如死 by then.

I shall sleep now, no disturbance, pls.

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